Gliding through life I feel in a different place than others. As if I'm watching life fly by. Trying to pull myself back down. I find myself loosing track of the days... not realizing the seconds are passing. I'm just there. Surrounded by emptiness. I feel as if I know nothing. My mind is blank. I don't think of anything. Just live calmly. No troubles or excitement. Empty.
But I don't know what to do about it. I feel lost. Or nothing. Is it bad? I don't know. It's more lonely than anything. Do I push myself away? Or why do I feel like this? Like a black hole. Sucking in life but not knowing what's going on. I'm wondering... wondering who will bring me back to my senses?