Frustrated with myself! Why do I always wait hoping one day you'll figure it out. Notice I see you as more than a friend. But instead I stand in the background. Being silent. Not speaking up. Now I've lost you. Lost you to one of my friends. I was just about to tell you too. Maybe it was meant to be this way. I guess you are more like each other. Not opposites like us. You probably only saw me as a friend anyways. A goody two shoes who was only going to be your friend. Maybe it was suppose to happen. I was suppose to get hurt. Watch you with her. And realize I can't wait around anymore. Hoping... I guess all I can do is learn from my mistake. And try to move on... forget how I felt about you. Try to be happy for you.