Torn

Not knowing whether or not
to be the bigger person.
I want to be with friends,
but the right thing
would be to stay behind.
I am torn between what to do.
Upset because I have no choice.
You're making me stay behind.
Entertain others.
Even though I'll be late...
Later I'm free to go.
To be with my friends.
Able to do what I want.
Thank You for understanding.
For letting me go.