I had a lot of fun this weekend. Ashley and I did good on our duet. I did well on my solo. Winterfest was a ton of fun. I caught up on my sleep. And got to see a lot of my friends, even those I haven't hung out with in a while. Over all it was a great weekend. :)

Change

Everyone around you is changing. For better or for worse. Sometimes it's hard to accept the new person they're becoming. You feel as if everything you talked about with them has changed. It's hard to see their new side to life. But in time... you change too. Agreeing or disagreeing. Putting your opinions/morals to the test. Over all it's you who decides how you want to live your life. If you will follow or not. And during those times is when you develop into the person you're going to be. Decide your future.

Mr. Bean

I have one dog. He is a German Shot Hair, who's white with black spots. We got him from the humane society, who saved him from an evil owner. He was named Mr. Bean, after the comedian, when we got him. He loves to talk and let you know when he wants a treat or to go outside. He loves my dad! When Bean was younger my dad would throw the Frisbee 50 times for him. He also loves to swim. He will drop the Frisbee off the edge of the dock. Staring at it he whines wanting it back. Bean later dives in after his toy head first. Swimming on back to shore proudly. Mr. Bean can be very odd. When you scratch his but he licks the air with his tongue. It is really weird. He waits till you put your fork down after breakfast and then he's on you... asking you to feed him. He defiantly has his own unique personality. I love my dog! :)

Frustrated with myself! Why do I always wait hoping one day you'll figure it out. Notice I see you as more than a friend. But instead I stand in the background. Being silent. Not speaking up. Now I've lost you. Lost you to one of my friends. I was just about to tell you too. Maybe it was meant to be this way. I guess you are more like each other. Not opposites like us. You probably only saw me as a friend anyways. A goody two shoes who was only going to be your friend. Maybe it was suppose to happen. I was suppose to get hurt. Watch you with her. And realize I can't wait around anymore. Hoping... I guess all I can do is learn from my mistake. And try to move on... forget how I felt about you. Try to be happy for you.

Confused
Ignored
Strange
Pressured
Amused
Alive
Love
Hurt
Amazed
Danger
Butterflies
Afraid
Happiness
Joy

The saved kitty

2 years ago during the coldest part of the year, when it was -12 degrees outside, an animal snuck it's way inside my dad's shop. He heard stories from his coworkers about a giant cat, with sharp claws and razor sharp teeth. Not knowing what to expect... or do.

About a week later he caught his first glimpse of the animal. It was a tiny, black baby kitten. The poor things ears and tail were frozen. It's fur was knotted and balled up. It was skittish, scared and cold.


After some convincing he kept the cat. And named it Jack. With the help of my family we cleaned up the little kitty. We brushed Jack and combed out all of the knots. The tips of it's ears fell off because of the cold.

Later on we found out it was a girl cat who would do anything to be loved. She was the sweetest little kitten who was saved from the cold and found a home of her own.

Once upon a time there was a gorilla. He liked to jump up and down when he got excited. One day a person came and squashed him. The End.

Without trying... I get no where

Yet afraid saying something might wreck everything...


I want to tell you, but I'm a coward. Afraid you will reject me. Ignore me. I don't know if I'm ready. I want you to know but I'm not willing. Not willing to take a risk. To tell you... So I keep it all inside. Saying only a few things. I wait for you to figure it out... Wonder if you have. Wonder if you're already giving me signs. That you just want to be friends... or more. I guess I can either tell you. Or just keep it a secret,


maybe for a little longer...